My rival wants to flirt with me, how can I break it?

Chapter 56

The majestic high-rise buildings stand tall, and the clean and bright glass walls reflect the prosperity of the city.

No matter who is missing on the earth, it will continue to function as usual, and the sun will still rise.It seemed that Gu Jin's departure did not make any waves in her life.

"Manager Qian, here is the list of applicants." The assistant handed the list to Bai He.

"Okay, you can go out." Bai He replied lightly.

For five full years, that person seemed to have disappeared from this world, and there was no news of her anymore.

At the beginning, she wondered if Gu Jin had an accident or was delayed by something, so she waited and waited until she graduated, and that person never showed up.

She thought she had been abandoned, and she tried to ask Ruan Ruan for help, but Ruan Ruan seemed to have disappeared, and the message she sent was also lost.

Overnight, it seemed as if the whole world had abandoned her. That night she held the notice in her hand and cried in the dormitory all night. The next day, she abandoned the past and became a brand new Qian Panpan.

From now on, there will be no Bai He or Ruan Ruan in this world. She is just Gu Panpan, an ordinary person.

Flipping through the above resume page by page, her eyes suddenly stopped on a certain line on a certain page.

Gu Jin!

After so many years of silence, she finally appeared, but why did she still appear?Since you choose to let go, don't look back.

Why did it appear now, where did it go earlier?Why aren't you by my side when I need you most.

Why did she apply for this company? Did she know that she was here?

"Jingle bell~"

Looking at the name that appeared on it, Bai He suddenly didn't want to answer the phone, because that party would always be the same topic.

"Hey, Mom." Bai He swallowed her emotions, and became that obedient daughter again.

"Panpan, are you still working? Mom has dated a boy for you this week. He is from a good family background, looks and knowledge, and he is from our hometown. Go and meet him." Mother Qian was a little worried. After all, her daughter She has rejected it many times, but she is worried that it is too lonely for her daughter to be alone all the time.

When Bai He was in college, he didn't have a boyfriend, and he devoted himself to studying hard, which made Qian's father and Qian's mother very happy. This kid was playful and ignorant when he was young, but he changed after he went to college. He studied hard. She actively participated in various activities, which seemed to be fulfilling and satisfying, but after graduation, she suddenly looked back and found that she had left nothing in her four years.

Isn't life too bleak without you?

"Okay." Someone said before that the best way for my aunt to forget a relationship is to start a new relationship.She should also try to reach out to new people and worlds.

"Okay, okay, at Le Shang restaurant, seven o'clock in the evening." Qian's mother was so happy that she could hardly hold her phone, fearing her daughter would regret it, and hurriedly reported the date and place.

After hanging up the phone, Mother Qian began to look forward to her future son-in-law, but Bai He was struggling, and her eyes fell on the resume involuntarily.

The above photo should have been taken recently, that person has become a little strange, except for that name, she can't seem to find any shadow of her getting along with her.

In fact, they didn't take a group photo during all their time together, and now that I think about it, I don't know if it's a fluke or a pity.

Bai He entered the list one by one, and after finishing everything, it was time to get off work.

It's the rush hour for getting off work right now, and it's bound to be difficult to travel, so Bai He decided to walk there. She doesn't seem to be interested in that date, and she doesn't want to disobey her mother's order. If that's the case, then it's up to God.If the man was willing to wait until she showed up, she thought she would be willing to marry him.

Life is so long, if there is someone who is willing to wait for you, then let's stay here, let me be in your arms, and let me live without worry.

When she arrived at Le Shang Restaurant, there was still a light on there, Bai He only felt a little relieved in her heart, she had walked such a long way, endured such pain, seeing someone waiting was also A kind of happiness.

"Sorry, I'm stuck in traffic." Bai He walked to the only dining table that was still occupied.

"It's okay, it's fine if you come." The voice was like a clear spring, which made people feel very comfortable, but when he saw the man's face, Bai He suddenly had an urge to run away.

But how could Nan Sheng let her go so easily?

"Bai He, I've been waiting for you for so many years, are you so cruel?"

Baihe!He used Baihe, not Qian Panpan!

Bai He's heart fluttered, who is this person and why did he know her real name?

"Nan Sheng, what are you talking about, I'm Panpan?" Nan Sheng still had a gentle smile on his face, and his doting eyes seemed to say 'no matter what you say, I will not refute', but This look made her flustered.

"I'm here for a blind date, let's catch up next time when we have time." Bai He turned around and was about to leave.

Why do you still dodge at this point? Could it be that that person is so important in her heart, because he is not that person, so he can't get her back even after chasing her for three lifetimes?

"Qian Panpan, I am the one who went on a blind date with you."

It's him?Recalling the characteristics that Qian's mother said, it is indeed very suitable for Nan Sheng, but she just feels awkward.

Yes, her heart is not there, no matter how you look at it, it will not be smooth.

"Panpan, even if you don't want to go on a blind date with me, you've come here. For the sake of our five-year classmate friendship, accompany me to finish this meal. I've been here all night. Come in." Nan Sheng rarely showed a pitiful look.

Bai He thinks that his behavior is indeed a bit ruthless, regardless of other things, but the friendship between classmates and fellow countrymen, it doesn't matter if they have a meal.

Looking at the reluctant Bai He, Nan Sheng finally picked up the chopsticks to eat, but the food was beautifully made, but it didn't taste much in his mouth.

For so many years, he has accompanied her through Black June, and deliberately chose the same university, the same college, the same club, and the same internship unit, but the opportunities for the two of them to communicate can be counted on one hand. Today, he asked Mother Qian , finally had this date, but the beautiful woman did not arrive. He thought it was just another rejection, but he didn't expect that person to show up, and he didn't expect that what he waited so hard for was yet another rejection.

"Eat well, I'll take you back." I've been waiting for so many years, so what if I wait a few more days.

Waiting for you has become a habit.

"No. I'll take a taxi back by myself." Bai He hurriedly refused, Nan Sheng chased him too fast, she was afraid that she would do something that she would regret if she was impulsive or soft-hearted.

What is she worried about?There is no news of that person, and no one knows her current situation.

"Okay." Nan Sheng could only agree with a wry smile, what else had he done all along besides promise?

At this moment, Bai He's heart was really shaken, even she couldn't help asking herself: What are you still holding on to?There is something in front of her that she can rely on to keep her life worry-free, why refuse?

This problem was solved when she returned home. It turned out that she had been looking forward to it, and the appearance of that person would still surprise her.

Two pairs of eyes, there is only one other in each other's eyes, and there is no other thing.

"You're back, I was just passing by, so I wanted to see you." Gu Jin was a little at a loss, she was thinking of leaving, but the man came back early to block her retreat.

Passing by, drop by to see her?When did she become so cheap?Just let her take a look.

"How do you know that I live here?" Bai He's tone was not good, even a little mocking. It was agreed to be together all the time, but this man left her halfway, never considering her feelings.

But there is a saying that once you find that your emotions are still fluctuating because of that person, you still can’t help but look at that person, and your heart still cannot be completely controlled by yourself, which means that your heart is still There is that person in control, and you still can't let go.

True letting go is not indifference or resentment, but ignorance.

Sorrow arises from love, fear arises from love, and if one is free from love, there is no worry and no fear.

but……

Since she can't let it go, why not let her take root in her heart completely, so that she can't forget herself.After Bai He figured it out, he stared at the person in front of him with a pair of bright eyes, and he was bound to ask the other party to explain.

But after taking a closer look, I found that this person was a little different from what I remembered, and it was not like the photo I saw in the afternoon.

She has lost weight, but now her once exquisite figure has become bony and bony, as if a gust of wind could blow it away, her eyes have lost their former brilliance, just like the eyes of dead fish in the vegetable market, a glance inside is enough to scare people Distressed.Gu Jin, what have you experienced in these years, why are you so vicissitudes?

But seeing that you are not doing well, why do I feel very happy while being sad.

"I heard it from others." Gu Jin said in a low voice, with his eyelids lowered, it was hard to see what she was thinking.

From what others said, wouldn't it be said that she has been secretly paying attention to herself?Why do you have to be so honest, don't you know how to please yourself?

"Who did you hear that from? Who was that person? When did you know that? Why didn't you come to see me before? Do you know how I've lived these years?" Bai He asked loudly, as if he could vent his anger with such viciousness. The depression in her heart, such a hoarse voice can cover up the fear in her heart, fearing that the person will leave again.

Gu Jin raised his eyes to look at the person in front of him, his face was distorted due to emotional agitation, and his eye sockets became red and swollen due to the infiltration of tears, and the black marks on his eyeliner were even more exaggerated, just like a giant panda.

She had never seen Bai He like this before, a little hysterical, a little crazy, a little paranoid, and the grief and indignation in the other's eyes made her dare not look directly at him.

"I forgot, anyway, someone else told me, well, now I am satisfied to see you, goodbye." Gu Jin seemed to be in a hurry to leave, and was about to flee without even looking at Bai He

"Little Jinzi, if you leave, don't come to me again." Bai He thought this was probably the last chance she gave Gu Jin, if she couldn't grasp it, then she...

Let her take the initiative.

The one who falls in love first loses from the start.

Can't go back after leaving?Is she trying to set boundaries with herself?

For the first time, Gu Jin wondered if the decision she made back then was wrong, but at this point she could only bite the bullet and go on.

She actually left!She talked so desperately, she still chose to abandon herself and leave without hesitation, how could she be so cruel, never caring about the friendship back then.

"Don't go!"

Gu Jin only felt a strong force pulling her over, and then there was another bump, her body was pushed against the wall, and there was a burning pain on her back, she couldn't bear the torture anymore.

But before she could catch her breath, a warm body rushed forward, hugged her tightly, and blocked her mouth with her own mouth.

The opponent came fiercely, like a strong wind and waves, wrapped her in this square inch, and she couldn't struggle to get out.

The man sucked her lips in his mouth indiscriminately, and his teeth touched her lips several times. The bloody smell spread in her mouth, which stimulated the suppressed emotion in that man's heart more and more, and pressed harder and harder. Roughly kissing the back of her head, the wet tongue drove straight into her mouth, stirring wantonly in her mouth, wishing to tear her apart.

After a long time, the two reluctantly parted.

"Are you still leaving?" Bai He's wet eye sockets seemed to be bloodshot.

How should she answer?

The author has something to say: Wuwuwuwo has opened a new hole again, I am really afraid that one day I will bury myself, who made me owe it to myself [grievance]

Impulse is the devil.

ps: Interested little angels remember to pick it up when they see it.

[laughing and crying]